everything i’ve loved, and still love will be with me until the day i die. i will see the word ‘cocoa’ i will think about my first grade crush, and the way we laughed about how funny that word is. i will see a doodle dog, and i will remember my childhood dog whose fur turned from white to pastel pink because of a shampoo i used unknowingly. i will see that one actor and think about my ex lover, who broke my heart so much that my heart nearly gave up, and think 'wow, i am doing better. i learned what’s real love and what’s not.’ i will have a cup of coffee that’s really strong it makes me frown, even though i love it that way, i will think about my friend who once called it poison-like. i will come across a cute photo of a bunny and a kitten side by side, and i will think about that one girl, whom i met on the internet years ago, and i said that looks like us, i will still think it does. i will closely watch my cats play, until they do something so similar to my first cat, my heart will ache a little, with the love i still have for her. i will visit other cities, the ones i love, or i will go to my favorite places in my town, while i walk around i will see a red haired girl in the streets we used to walk, and think about a girl i loved for a long long time. maybe it will take my breath away, but i will remember the laughs, kisses and little things that made my life better for the time, and i know i will smile a little. in everything i do, in everything i see, i will see everyone i’ve ever met, and i like it that way.

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